We settled in December rather than litigate further. My parents deeded the carriage house and the quarter acre under it to me. I signed away any future claim on their estate, which cost me nothing I wanted.

Bridget renewed her lease. She has not spoken to me in three years. My father has, twice, and both times he apologized for something small to avoid apologizing for the large thing. My mother never has.

Wren is eleven. She has been in remission for four years. The string lights are still up because she refuses to take them down, and the flowers beside the porch have gone feral and taken over half the walk.

Last spring she asked me whether I was sad that Grandma does not visit, and I told her the truth, which is yes, and also that some people can only love you while you are useful to them, and that this is a fact about them and never about you.

I spent thirty-four years being the daughter you call when something needs fixing, and I never once wondered why nobody called when I needed anything. It took a seven-year-old with a folder of crayon drawings to show a courtroom what I had been too trained to say out loud. A home is not what you are permitted to stay in. It is what nobody can take from you.